I have written so much in the past 7 days but I can’t publish any of it. I just can’t edit, polish, clarify, make it make sense.
Anxiety comes in waves for me and while it actually helps me when I visualise it as waves, waves that come and go, right now it feels like the whole ocean is crashing down and I feel all kinds of trapped and panicky.
But I need to ride it out. It’s just a wave. It’ll pass.